March 29, 2010

My name's Amber

and I say whatever is on my mind.
It's a dirty, rotten habit that needs to cease immediately!

Long ago (as in 3+ years ago), I kept a lot of things that I was thinking to myself.
I didn't think that anyone wanted to hear my opinion.
And being as passive as I was, I definitely didn't want to start an argument or have anyone be mad at me.
While those passive and sensitive feelings still exist, I, for some strange reason, feel the need to say EVERYTHING that is on my mind.

What is the matter with me?

I think...A LOT.
I'm a daydreamer.
I am always thinking of new ideas, things that happened in the past, my feelings on every situation known to man, etc.

Just because I think of these things, doesn't mean I need to share with the world my views on why I'm not a crafter or why I don't feel the need to exercise.

I mean, really.

It's been getting out of hand lately.
I'll say something such as my opinion on someone's relationship and I immediately feel myself get hot with severe embarassment.
I shouldn't have an opinion on EVERYTHING!

No one wants to hear every detail of how I'm feeling today or why I decided to take a 3 hour nap because I have no energy. blah blah blah

I believe this is why most women drive most men crazy.
It's the constant need to babble about everything and nothing all at the same time.

My mom and I can hold a conversation that goes in ten different directions and keep that conversation going for MONTHS on end.
I'm not exaggerating.
My dad finally will start to say things like, "haven't you worn out that topic yet?", "stop talking about people behind their backs" and "I'm tired of hearing you talk about this"

When did I become THAT type of repetitive and, quite frankly, annoying person?

I am putting an end to the nonsense that I have created around me.
I can't handle putting my own foot in my own mouth anymore.

I have decided to start thinking before I speak.
Do I really need to share this thought?
Would this person really care if I don't want "Obamacare"?
Does my boyfriend really need to hear my opinions about everything that isn't my business?


So, starting now, I will not say whatever is on my mind.
I will write about these things here.
And then you have the choice to listen or not.

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Simply Barefoot
I am a single mommy to the most beautiful little girl in the world. My daughter is my whole world. I love music, tv, and movies. I know quite a bit about computers. I love to take pictures and I always have my camera with me to capture special moments. I am a little lady with a big heart. I'm very confident in myself. I am a total hippie on the inside. I love animals and nature. I'm optimistic. I love my family more than anything. Also, during the summer, the lake is my life.
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